Passages

A friend of mine passed away earlier this month.I've been binge watching halt and catch fire.These are two things that have largely shaped how I'm feeling right now.  An amalgam of longing for the times in the past.…

Finite

I'm not the first person to have a problem with the seemingly finite limit on existence.  It has been bubbling up more than less this past year.  It's not really my approach towards 40 that's driving it, but I think…

Little By Little

All signs point back to 2012, when I completed NaNoWriMo for the first (and last so far) time.  It was a lesson in what is possible if you do a little bit every day, and if you sacrifice a little…

Offroading

This update is to accept the failure and move on.It's been three days so far I have not meditated, and I'm not pleased by that.  I think it would be bad to just move on and start meditating again…

Boss, the Plan!

So far meditation has been daily and on track.  I'm specifically using the 'Waking Up' app and series of meditations from Sam Harris.  His style is a little more 'heady' than the Headspace series of meditations and I'm enjoying their…

24601

I've been thinking a great deal about identity lately.  About how much of our identity are based on stories we told ourself once and just kept telling ourself since.  I think while it isn't going to be a guiding principle…